I have not put a tittle for this one as I dont know what to call it, as you may or may not know im off work with stress and worry. Im todays world who does not worry eh, last night I went to go and see Mamma Mia with this worderful person, who shall remain nameless.
Yep Im a bloke and I went to see Mamma Mia and between you and me it was not such a bad film either. before hand we had drinks and i had some streak. That alone was lovely and went to see this film. During the film something seemed to change in my freindship with this person. Not sure what hell I have been going over it and over it in my head to find some sort of logical reason.
You see me and this person had been texting and sending emaill quite a bit to each other, met for the first nervous coffee it seemed to go okay then went to the pics and within the space of a few songs (mamma mia is best described as a abba musical). Something changed Im not sure if it was in me or if it had been to much alcohol and some good songs. But I came out as happy as I have ever been in my life. Best way I can describe it was waking up on christmas morning when your a child. The normal thing to put it down to would be the four letter word that wont be said. Okay hell why not,
Love
Now Im not going to get all mushy on you and belive me I could. Just ask a few of my ex's but it got me to thinking do we really know what love is or due to the mass media do we have a whats the word im looking for erm, false idea of what love is. I dont know how this chapeter of my normal life is going to end. But for now I belive that last night in those moments hours once I got home I was in love.
Yeah it sounded nuts to me but in a world like ours is there anything that is not just a bit crazy. Tonight if you have a wife, girlfreind, partner, lover tell them your inner most feelings make sure they are good first and maybe it will change your life.
this is john saying goodbye for now and sorry this one is a bit more personal and different to this other posts. But hey its life
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John that's a lovely story. My husband always says love is what you feel when you come home in the evening and the family welcomes him and we all eat together. What ever horrible day it has been it is a cosy place with someone 100% there for you.
Someone, as he says that if you are feeling down, will run down to the Spa to get you a Mars Bar or a coke!
The heady feeling of being 'in love' at the first stage has to be tempered with as you rightly say, the steadiness and strength of the person you like and it is sometimes a shame when the people we like don't like us back-that is awful, but there is the reassurance that at some point, at some stage, that person will be there who really cares ...and that is the one you never want to let go of...and want to keep for your very own.
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